True- Ryan Cabrera

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

in the mood for unrequited love. :)

i can't believe i'm going to chiang mai for 2 weeks; mostly importantly, i can't believe i'm going back there.

out of precaution, i decided to get my left knee checked by my favourite chinese physician. it had been sore for a few days, and thank God it was nothing serious. apparently, it was an old injury and i could hear the "craaak" sound while he massaged it.
gone are my vaguely atheletic days.

but that's not the point.
so while waiting for my turn, i noticed something that amused me.
Ronaldo from Real Madrid was on a little pop-up display, SELLING CHINESE MEDICINE.
upon closer inspection, i highly doubt that he was even holding the cough syrup, or whatever it was. bad photoshop. he looked constipated.
how desperate was he?
haha. hahaha. :P

i mean, that's the last place- a dingy little shop in Chinatown called "Bao Zhi Lin" (taken from the movie Wong Fei Hong btw) that smells of green gung- i'll ever expect to see a football player, even if he's Singaporean. pardon me but, yeah.

so anyway, i spent my entire weekend with my family. it was a little rough at first, but things worked out. it's almost like we have to get used to being around each other so much, or rather, having me around so much.

mother was talking to me just now about my sister, and this was repeated over and over:

"your sis is not like you. you are tougher than her."

since when?
i guess such assumptions occur when people don't know you as much as they want to. i don't blame my mum for thinking that way, considering she blows up about my naivity and calculative character almost everytime i try to talk, so i don't exactly communicate productively with her often. i'm glad that has improved though, slowly but surely.

i feel really bad about how much i've neglected them. it's the people who matter most to us that silently supports whatever you do, even if it stabs them where it will hurt most.
i hope Operation Koom goes well.

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